wow im updated.

ok so im sitting in messiah, rolling my eyes at all the shallow ppl in the world.....most of which seem to be roaming the halls today. im sry but when ur coversation starter is something about ur last hookup i dnt like u lol.

life can get so crazy, ya kno? between a job an AP classes its just insane.....the funny thing is, now that its been like this for awhile, i dnt think i could deal with it the way it was over the summer. i mean gosh who wants sheetz coffee once youv had bob's exspresso? its an acquired taste i surpose, but im addicted, i'll admit......and as much as i sometimes complain i wouldnt have it any other way.

does anyone else have a hard time realizing it already october?!? i mean my gosh this last month TOTALLY flew by for me....n thinking bout my little brother turning 3 in a couple weeks is just absolutely scary. Watching him makes me realize how far and how fast ppl turn away from childhood innocence. sometimes all i want to do is protect him from the world and how horrid it can be....

oh n btw if anyone knos french? i NEED YOUR HELP! lol

happy Firday the 13th everyone lol

to be, or not to be? that is the question....

i think alot of ppl get stuck on taking everything to seriously....i mean really, you could sit there and ponder that question forever and not get anywhere, not do anything, and waste your entire life. i kno you cant always live in the moment, i mean it doesn't work that way either, but theres a point at which doing nothing because your scared of doing the wrong thing is even worse then then just going out there a screwing up....ppl make mistakes, thats just the way we are, but you have to allow yourself to make them in order to learn from them. and quite honestly i kno alot of ppl who are so scared of failing that there only half of what they could be, now that my friends is a  reason to be em lol.

....maybe all this shakespeare is going to my head....

btw creation was crazy, better every year.....its one of the things you just cant explain, you kinda gotta be there.

Jules